CheRry HeAvEn

2008-08-11T22:08:00.003+08:00

firstly wanna say. glenn n darren. u two perverts. haha. lj as in livejournal ok. onli u two tink so dirty.
secondly. i am gg to move my blog.

find me dere.

2008-08-03T00:45:00.002+08:00

bored.
Rules:

A) People who have been tagged must write their answers on their blogs and replace any question that they dislike with a new question formulated by themselves.
B) Tag eight people to do this quiz and those who are tagged cannot refuse. These people must state who they were tagged by and cannot tag the person whom they were tagged by. Continue this game by sending it to other people.

1. What are your reasons for having a LJ?

LJ ar? wanted a new blog but nv realli used it. had it so tat xuan can add me to read her blog. haha.

2. What do you do before bedtime?

read a book or study till late in the morning before turnin in. ahhh should stop my 3am routine. its no use. anyone to pei me till so late?

3. What will your dream wedding be like?

my love standing nxt to me givin me his promise. a simple white affair wif a white gown n family n frenz to giv me their blessings.

4. What is the city of your dreams and why?

i hav no idea. unless i hav a super rich husband then i will tink of it.

5. Are you an introvert or extrovert?

both i guess. i like some quiet but i cant go abt w/o my frens .

6. Which is more blessed, loving someone or being loved by someone?

being loved. i failed in loving someone. dun realli wanna try tat agn.

7. Do you trust easily?

yups. pple will tell me sth realli stupid n out of this world but i will believe.

8. What person, dead or alive, is your role model?

my mom.

9. Is there anything that has made you unhappy these days?

lots of stuffs but dun realli wanna say anythin abt it liao. at least i hav my frens around.

10. When’s the last time you had fun?

on wed. sajc dance. super dance. had time spent wif some of the crazy clique and cher n ann.

11. Is being tagged fun?

i guess. jus wan sth to do besides studyin.

12. How do you see yourself?

a dumb and lazy pig. emotional too.

13. Who are currently the most important people to you?

my family, my nyjc crazy clique, zhss peeps, touch rugby gals j2s and j1s, and my cousins. all the memories created wif dem.

14. What kind of person do you think the person who tagged you is?

CHER. haha. that cher can be quite crazy sth. n she pon sch on fri to slp can. so pig. ahhh. she is a super mugger now. a dependable gal pal whenever i need someone to tok to and one who noes wat i hav gone n gg thru. love gal to bits gal.

15. Would you rather be single and rich or married but poor?

single and rich. love is hard to come by anyway.

16. How many children do you want to have, if any?

i had wanted 3 haha. but seems a bit like a mother pig. till i hav a family.

17.What’s better, to give or to receive?

both. it’s blessing to give, and to receive.

18. If you fall in love with two people simultaneously, who would you pick?

stay single n harm no one. leave unhurt. haha

19. What would you do if you (or your girlfriend) became pregnant unexpectedly?

giv birth to that child n love him or her even w/o the father.

20. What are your dream jobs?

a wedding planner. a event organiser. a full-time housewife.

Tagged: ashley, ying xuan, danielle, timo, darren, andrea, shirlene, constance

2008-07-28T00:01:00.003+08:00

i tink i tink too much for myself. maybe i should realli open up more n see wat is around me. tot i was alady doing so. all the insignificant acts n stuffs tat nobody will ever take notice of or bother abt. i tot tat. but maybe i was wrong. those arent enuff. i realli should do more i guess. i dun wan everyone to remain upset n leave everyone hurt. i will try to mend things. though it will be my first time to do so for pple i care. i dun normally take the first step to make things rite agn. hope i am brave enuff to do so. i will try n try agn..

i may be movin my blog. it has alady been set up. but well see how it goes n which ones i wanna use.

2008-07-25T23:59:00.000+08:00

upset n verge of breakin down this few days.
i made a mistake. maybe it is i who started all this troubles. hate myself for tat.
now i jus wanna hide in some unknown corner to wash away my troubles.
where is he when i need him the most. all those times when i agrued wif someone n he was he to listen n comfort me. jus need that shoulder to cry on now.
i sound so pitiful dun i?
i managed to go on fine w/o him alady n all this jus makes me miss him suddenly.
jus a few more mths to a levels. is everythin gg to go worse den it alady is. a bad yr it is. when will it change for the better? i wonder.
dun give up on us.

2008-07-25T23:54:00.002+08:00

is this how things are gg to end..
is this how the friendship is to end,on a sour note? give us a chance to explain. tell us how we are wrong n give us a chance to change. isnt tat wat friends are for. not onli are friends there to SHARE SECRETS but oso to tell each other wats wrong n try to change. it doesnt mean tat we hav diff characters we cant be good n best friends. we hav been for like 1 yr and now we are gg to throw everythin down the drain? i dunno i realli dunnno.
diff pple hav diff thinkin, that i hav to say. maybe wat i had wif my sec sch frens was diff we dun hav much secrets to trade n stuff even if so we wait till the person is ready to say i guess we dun hav fights so i dun realli noe how to mend relationships when it happens. i dunno how to do a lot of things i hav to admit. even when someone is sad i onli noe how to listen but not to comfort. i dunno how to cheer up a person when she or he is unhappie or angry. i am sorrie if i seems to be ignorin u when u are angry cus i realli dunno how to approach u i kip tinkin wat if i make it worse.i nv seems to ask whether u are ok. i am sorrie. i am a careless person when it comes to other people's feelings. i had it enuff at hm wif a someone.i hate agrues n stuff as i always cannot put my point across. i am not good wif words. wat more can i do to make u understand.
i may hav been wrong but i learnt to be this way somehow. secrets? i dun hav much to tell. watever i noe comes from u, so wat else can i share? i dun get it.
does it hav to be like this?
i may not be able to get out on wed does tat bother u. i cant help not being able to get out. the parent meet n all. i am having a hard time gettin out even. n somethin else tats why i cant go. i will try my best to go. pls dun be angry at me. maybe tat one i tink too much.
hate it when i broke down in front of timo in the canteen. so many pple watchin ok. so throw face. too emotional or sth. dan actually had puffy eyes when she went in for lecture. tink it hurt her too. i cant say that others arent hurt too like mabel. but dan is str forward it is wat she felt a long time ago but she doesnt tink it now. it is jus her way to say things. mabel pls dun be angry at her..
cher heard a bit n i guess she is a little worried.
wx noes i am upset though he dunno wat.
i hate being liddat.
hope our friendship will not jus go to waste.
dun jus give up so easily on us. tat isnt wat best friends are like.
=(

2008-07-24T22:43:00.002+08:00

quite a few things happened these few days. dunno wat to do. hope everythin gets settled and all. blurred abt all these realli clueless on how to mend things n stuffs. sigh. dun be angry pls?
i did a good deed todae. i went to DONATE MY BLOOD. omg i am so proud of myself. i am scared of needles n all but i made it. haha. supposed to pei ash xuan timo mart n keefe go support onli den ended up being motivated to donate too. was worried that i dun hit the 45kg mark so i had to put my phone in pocket jus in case. haha. to add some weight. stupid mart still ask if wan his wallet anot or coins. haha. veron ar i DIDNT GET REJECTED oo. haha. that gal ar. wanted to donate but seems to be less den 45kg. haha. it was quite weird to look at my blood flow out ok. haha. wasnt tat pain. it was onli the blood test where dey pricked our finger to take blood that was pain. n of all fingers the lady took my third one. haha. timo asked which finger n i was like thereeee.. haha. the painkiller needle was scary lah so long n painful tat i didnt dare look at the second one that is suppose the draw the blood. haha. poor ash she was so excited over donatin but they tried to find her vein but cannot find n said tat hers was to small the needle was much bigger de. nvm lah. nxt time gal. we all chose the pink bandage. weird. the lady was like why guys askin for pink one.. haha. we den went off for lunch. so late lah. the whole process took so long. it was like my shortest day this week i attended two lessons onli i tink. mart worse ar came for one den go donate blood liao. haha. shu yan finally had her first blood drawn. good job gal.
ahhh.. upset. i tink i wont be able to get my dog afterall. my sis turn me down wif her attitude lah. said NO wif that stupid black face. i mean jus say no can alady. dun need to giv me her attitude can. DUNNO WHO IS THE RUDE ONE N WHO ISNT RESPECTING WHO loh. sigh. jus put off by her.
sigh.. there goes my maltese.

2008-07-22T22:28:00.003+08:00

TESTIMONAL MATCH!!
it was the first time we actually played better. haha. it was like playin after 3 mths i tink according to xw. we WON 6-2. the best score we ever had. we were all damn happie. we actually aim to get 5-0 but it is impossible lah. but wif such a score we were overjoyed ok.
but i tink the j1s were either tryin to use their 'banana' 'lightning' etc too hard that dey didnt do very well. jia you j1s u all hav the potential to win big matches we seniors are rootin for u all.
i tink we played better w/o havin to follow plans. tink most of the players communicated more on the field tat day den at other times. love dem all to bits. but too bad i wanted to assist xw in scorin one try but we no mo qi i tink haha wanted to bring the last winger qiao ling to me so xw can take the pass n go but missed the chance. sigh. everyone ran fast that day. our wingers could catch up wif our ex seniors n the j3s n j4s.
thx to the j3s n j4s for coming down to play wif us.
sun burnt sun burnt.
cant imagine i actually injure my toe agn tat day. diff toe though. tink i trip over a few pple during the blind folded game. it became almost black. BLACK u noe. haha. so weird n dumb.

us after shower n lunch.

the soapy and violent dog n bone game which i fell. group shot.

me n wan joo my lao gong or lao po (can nv rmb)

the 3-legged dog n bone game which we used 2 instead.

my before the game mugging.

till the coming sat. sentosa.

2008-07-18T23:37:00.002+08:00

this mornin was crap.
so damn unlucky. wat a mess outside the door. made my parents worry so much. sigh. hope it is jus a one time thin.
had tou hua wif the gang. haha. we all met up after chem remedial to go to the tou hua shop. haha. it was still small even though it moved to a bigger premises haha. maybe we shld try the one at opp zhss like timo said. haha. no need to go so far for tou hua nxt time. haha. had so much of a laugh wif dem todae. we were so loud tat i tink we disturbed other customers. it was the first time i finished my whole portion of tou hua n ate a bit of dan's pie or watever it was called n one of darren's peanut dumpling. haha. xuan n timo arguin abt whether or not it was called dumpling. haha. we bought like $30 worth of food tat we had 2 free tou hua. everyone was so full tat we played the nos game, so the one who guessed it rite had to eat up. haha. it went around timo martin darren ash n keefe. ahaha.
my great laugh thru the week wif dem. seems tat everyday dey make me laugh till my stomach hurts. ahah.
i told xuan mabel ash n timo abt ann's joke or riddle to be specific, laughs.
the class tee is almost done . cant wait.
tml is testimonial match hope everyone hav fun. =p

2008-07-14T23:22:00.001+08:00

HAPPIE BIRTHDAY SHU HAN
u are 18 liao.
have fun wif fyn.

2008-07-14T22:51:00.004+08:00

this is the class phototaking day. haha. we took lots of photos. the very 1st pic i kope from ash agn. haha. love it. it was ice cream day as well. went to slack at timo hse for like 15 to 30 min n went bac to sch so dumb rite. haha.

hannah n her shorter hair. its ok wat. but she kept sayin it isnt. haha

2008-07-14T22:33:00.001+08:00

maybe i am too sensitive. i dunno. but i felt a little ps-ed. lucky i had 2 other frens who peied me till the end. oh well. jus tinkin too much.

2008-07-11T00:26:00.002+08:00

the first 3 pics i kope from ash. haha. love the effects.
this was the day we went to the beach. the sun the sand the sea. loves...

2008-07-11T00:21:00.000+08:00

pics of our ice skating adventure!!

2008-07-08T22:22:00.001+08:00

such a relax day todae at sch.
had class phototaking and some survey thin.had ice cream too. the class took lots of photos together. first time i tink.
ended like 11.30. went to support darren at rp de. sad tat we missed the first period when darren played. sad tat dey didnt win. nvm jia you darren.
rp was big ok had to walk quite a dist to the sport complex. too bad didnt get to see the field de.
me n ash went to cut hair. but i onli cut my fringe ash cut the back. haha. my fringe is shorter a bit n straighter. haha.
my poor cher. got bad gals bully her. so angry wif dem. how can dey scold cher for nth n kip tinkin she is in the wrong. sigh. feel like gg to talk some sense wif dem or sth. why cant dey understand her.. dunno how she survive everyday in sch. jia you ar gal. anythin can jus find me. i will be ur listenin ear on sat..
haha

2008-07-08T22:22:00.000+08:00

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2008-07-07T23:01:00.002+08:00

MY TOUCH RUGBY GALS!! loves..

koped from janelle's bloggie. laughs. had great fun wif dem. feelin sad cus may not hav more chances to be on the field wif dem anyhow. miss those times. but ny touch rugby will live on.
still rmb when we went hm. we rushed for the train n kelly took her time cus tot we wont make it. so we rushed her. but too late we almost made it but hoong kena left outside. we had to mouth to her tat we will wait for her at the nxt stop. there werre pple around us givin us the weird look n some laughed at us. so evil these pple. haha. well we dropped at the nxt stop n went bac to surprise hoong haha. her reaction was priceless. haha.

5 days of fun

2008-07-07T22:27:00.002+08:00

it was 5 DAYS of relaxing and FUN haha. a break from studyin for quite awhile. but i can predict my results will be shit so i will pia after this.
had lots of fun wif peeps of my class n touch rug gals.

thurs roxs. went ice skatin wif the peeps which includes ash xuan me darren wx glenn keefe martin and yh. xuan n ash were good i hav to say straight out to the ice n dey start skatin like nobody's business. keefe n wx too. haha. i managed somehow. haha. i got RED skates ok!! haha so cool. fell once n broke my CLEAN record. so sad. poor yh kept fallin i dunno why. after that we went for a movie hancock haha. a not much storyline movie. felt like a waste of money. haha. met up wif the touch rug gals for dinner at dhoby love dere. haha. had laughs n took many many pics. love dem to bits.

fri it is SENTOSA!! woohoo. the weather was threatenin but it didnt rain. cool weather n didnt get sun burnt or it will be red lobsters for the class photo. quite a no turned up minusin those who couldnt make it. at least we tried to bring the class together somehow. so cool on way to breakfast met up wif the purple train line clan haha. so many of us. me darren wx glenn edwin.. haha. amazin thin is that wx was early, earlier than glenn. reached the beach n started our fun. we played beach soccer i scored a few times ok? haha so cool. me n xuan n mabel tried out wat we learnt for vollyball class n tink we played ok. haha. den there was captain ball and some weird funny game that xuan n timo learnt from somewhere n we ended up playin. it was FUN FUN FUN. well there was the get thrown in the water part. lucky for me i didnt bring extra insides so i was spared. haha. a great day spent. love my class or most of dem. haha.

pics will come soon.. i hope..

exams over

2008-07-02T22:32:00.002+08:00

EXAMS are finally over.
i am so happie. i can relax for a while. plan to play hard for the nxt 5 days. not all of dem but at least take my mind off studies for awhile.
todae- watch movie. saw so many ny pple at amk hub. turn u see one turn agn u see another. laughs. todae while waitin for the h2 pple me n xuan got no where to go so went bishan lib find books to read since the shops not open haha. ash n peeps so shocked when we say we in lib. laughs. me n xuan todae do good deeds ok. 1st at the mrt station i top up card this old couple ask us for help to buy the ticket to orchard so xuan helped. den at amk hub this uncle ask me time n ask me if i can adjust his watch but i cant even adjust my own so i didnt noe how to adjust his digital watch sorrie uncle. lastly at the food court this auntie ask for help to take chopsticks n spoon haha xuan helped. good deeds ok. haha.the movie get smart was damn funny laughed all the way. haha. somemore we were in same theatre as some j1s n j2s pple haha. den went hm to slp to get bac my lost slp for slping at 3 everyday. xuan intro me this chinese book. amazing rite i readin CHINESE story. haha surprised myself..
tml- ice skatin wif ash n xuan n some guys. excited. me n xuan been wantin to go since long long ago. went dere twice so far. once wif weiming another is wif 0718. haha. quite fun bah. at nite mitin some gals for DINNER haha.
fri- class gathering at sentosa!! hope got pple gg.
i predict: maths- u
chem - u
econ - u
phys - s
gp - e
haha. my mid-yrs are pretty screwed.
i was surprised tat weiming start a blog. haha. he ar lazy to even hav facebook though has friendster. haha. dunno if hav facebook le ma. but so cute got blog liao. no bad ar boy. haha.
UNCLE leong n family n jas are comin bac soon!! haha cant wait to see dem at the gatherings. n my shir too. she is my i self-proclaim swtheart at the moment no one can snatch her away. kip ur hands off pple. haha.
loves.

2008-06-12T23:58:00.002+08:00

muggin. life is too borin spendin time wif books n notes.
finished real little todae. sigh freakin out.
ash cycled to the lib. so cool lah. a pity i dun hav one. i love to cycle too.
miss seein xuan. hav seen dan n ash alady durin hols onli missing xuan. WHERE ARE U?? laughs. miss me too rite?
well spectator seems to remind me of passerby. haha. dunno. spectator u tell me instead if he is that gd that i cant catch him. haha.
betta study.

2008-06-11T23:10:00.000+08:00

went bac to sch todae to STUDY. i was suppose to anyway. but lost so much of my time. haha. i am so freaking out alady. it is 1 more week to the mid yrs. i am so dead.
walked into sch n saw the ruggers at the atrium playin this funny game of the person mus throw the ball no. 1 up into the air den catch n pass ball no. 2 from another person to another one and finally catch ball no. 1 tat is comin down. i was tempted yes.haha. i cant help it. tot if dey were playin on the field den i wont join cus i didnt bring boots. couldnt bring it out. sigh. well went to put bag wif glenn n keefe den came down to play. playin in slippers was not easy i almost fall alot of times. wan joo managed nicely in her slippers so pro can. haha. tat gal does it so easily. the j2s were suppose to go up against j1s but bcus of me dey are 1 more extra i tink. sorrie gals den we had to be faster. haha. but we had a little mishap some of the time. ash had many styles n actions tat xw kept pointin out, so cute. den of cus some of the drop balls were due to matt passing by. u noe like a passerby. sigh makin noises n stuff. action here n dere. haha. i screamed once. so laughable.
dey realli went on the field to play match. i so wanna play but w/o boots n shoes how to. i dun wanna get my stupid toe infected or sth by gg barefoot. haha. hate my toe at the moment so freakin ugly. haha. took some pics but dunno wat to take. i am not a professional ok. laughs. den dey enlightened me on the school flower n grass(pls do direct translation to chinese)contestants the guy n the gal. haha. no wonder when i came i tot i saw dem somewhere but dunno where exactly. haha. the guy's first time playin n matt suan us wif tat lah. the j1s did well scored quite a lot against coach n frenz. the tries were so interestin n funny lah. there was a 'preview' match of j1s v j2s. it was a draw till wilson n matt joined n matt scored. NOT COUNTED!!
ended n went up. the j2s were gg to shower n stuff n i was gg up. stupid matt threw the small rugby ball at me. well being me. i dun like being hit at. i went after him. ahhh. hate that sidesteppin stuff. couldnt catch up. haha. well i did hit him once(my signature slap on the arm) when i tot he snap an unglam photo haha. dunno if he did cus hannah warned me n i didnt see in time. haha. ran after him n couldnt catch of cus. made a laughin stock of myself in front of j1s n his frens. the j1s so cute. went to get water to splash at him but end up splashin at wilson n kena splash by him. haha. j1s kope matt's bag n put in gal's toilet. evil rite. i was tinkin of tat too. he didnt noe lah. went off wif frenz to eat lunch. nvm i kope n bring up if not scared put in toilet den pple steal or wat. JOKE!
xw n audrey n ash joined me the the peeps to study. the food supply was crazy. hannah called me to ask where i was. told her a few times liao 3rd level. haha. she sent matt up to the 5th level. another JOKE! haha. but well he found us n his bag. so petty can. called xw to complain haha. so dumb dumb.
well off to study. hav to wake up early tml. i hope i can. overslept todae. laughs.
cher ar. if u need someone to study wif can always call me. i 24/7 will pei u!! muacks.
FREAKING OUT! MID YRS COMIN!

2008-06-08T00:05:00.004+08:00

its SUNDAY!! woohoo
HAPPIE BIRTHDAY to AH MA!! haha.
love her. she is so cool. rmb when she always cook for the whole big family on sat gatherings. n this two yrs she has been playin majong wif us. so cool. haha. still rmb this new year she sat beside my to help me too haha. helped me game haha. love her lots.
gg to get to see SHIR liao. miss u lots ar. she is my self-proclaimed boyfriend haha. tink i shall become les den. she is much betta den anyone else. she cares a lot abt me and she can DRAW damn well.
cher ar. dun say till i very strong liddat. you are den the one i admire.
a gal tat can endure seeing and gg around wif the one who broke her heart. cant imagine how she endure it. but gal dun tink you are weak. u are stronger than u tink. i tried my best on fri though dun tink it was much a success but thx for givin me strength. i will heal haha. with time. love u lots.

2008-06-07T01:07:00.001+08:00

well i shall be dumb dumb n silly n nice person.
happie bdae to u.
u noe who u are if u are readin anyway. dun tink u would haha. nvm.

2008-06-06T23:59:00.000+08:00

went mega shoppin todae. super broke. shall not buy anythin alady. had to get cher to remind me to stop haha. bought a top bangles ring hair ties scarf. another top n dress bought from joo n one dress cher help me buy online. ahah. BROKE. shoppin wif cher n throw everythin in my bag so heavy lah can. haha. cher threw hers in my bag too. so ann n han didnt come mit us so nvm bah mit dem for dinner loh.
ahhh. dinner so troublesome mus walk all the way to funan for sakae cus suki sushi at cine no dinner buffet. angry lah. tired n still mus walk. haha. the prezzie n dinner was a extortion haha. so ex. sigh nvm loh. went to eat first wif cher ann n mh since the rest all late de. hungry lah cannot wait. during dinner the 3 guys nth but play psp de. guys will be guys. han n mich dere tokin abt han n fyn's look alike and continue tokin abt fyn. sigh.. me cher n ann dunno wat to do so jus eat n eat loh. sian.
ahhh. i am too nice liao. was tinkin whether should sms him to wish him. wished him anyway. but suan him too. i smsed ' happie 18th bdae. at least i got the age rite' haha. dun care jus suan. wanted to get bac at him for wishin me happie 17th bdae. so shit lah. i mean ya we jus broke up awhile ago but dun need to forget me totally rite. so shit so shit. still excuse say got fren same name same bdae or sth tats why make mistake. dunno real or bluff. dun care lah.
wish to say tat we on tokin terms but nope i dun tink so . though the few short sms didnt seems weird but sigh. not realli friendly terms yet.
ahhh stil upset over the fact my mum said i so dumb can for helping him celebrate his bdae. so i am dumb loh. i tryin to be nice. though pple dun celebrate for me nvm loh. DEY SO DAMN BUSY MA. so nvm loh. maybe being nice isnt good. haha. i dunno. dumb dumb me.
cant wait to mit shir on sun.
till den STUDY!!
shall post the dinner pics soon when i get dem from ann.

2008-06-06T23:54:00.000+08:00

ahhh.
angry. my toe bleedin liao. the injured one. so dumb dumb. injured so long liao. todae den come bleed. walked around wif a bleedin toe. had to put this ugly n super big plaster on it to cover the bleeding. so shit. still walk so much somemore. haha.

misses

2008-06-05T23:45:00.003+08:00

ahh.. i am missing my gals xuan and dan. haha. agree wif xuan that before sch hols everyday wif dem though sometimes dun get to see dem much bcus of our combi. haha. now hols le. haven seen dem at all. ash i hav been wif u for camp for 3 days 2 nites. so dun miss u as bad as dem haha..
xuan. i cant find ur tag board do u hav one? wanted to say big big i miss you dere.haha.
dunnno why i am still gg to celebrate his bdae tml wif the peeps de. told mum i gg den she flare up say i so stupid to celebrate for him when he didnt even celebrate for me. cant believe i actually stood up for him. stupid of me. true though. my bdae onli ann cher n mh celebrate for me which was so pathetic can. though sad but cant say much cus those 3 put in alot. sigh well ann bdae was the beginning of the month so everyone got tgt. but my bdae was the sec of the mth so not much pt to mit agn. haha. nvm.
han totally spoil my shoppin mood. not totally lah. but a bit.cher n ann can be witness to say how excited i am to go shop shop one. so i ask the gals if wanna go shop shop walk walk before 7.30 de. but han said went out todae n gg out on sat agn so will guilty if nv do work. nvm loh. so i shall go wif cher to go shop shop. this is the dunno how many times liao. nvm bah. like wat cher say used to it liao. shall get use to it bah.
my shir shir mitting her on sun liao. ah ma's bdae. excited to see faith christian grace ben shir mich jj haha. long time nv see dem liao.
muacks.
gotta study.
mug mug mug.
wan some retail therapy. haha.

CAMP

2008-06-03T00:02:00.004+08:00

CAMP
i almost died dere. haha. tot it was the j1s gg to hav all the trainings n j2s jus join to help onli. in the end we kena heavy trainings too.
1st day: reached at 7 plus wif all the heavy bags n stuffs looked stupid ok. everyone who walked in wif me was like starin haha. went for the chem SPA. kept writin like shit tiring. sap my brain juices. haha. met up wif the rest at the rm. n started our camp. had some ice breaker before lunch.had training. some indoor trainings cus it rained a little. at nite the fun begins. the VERY AMAZING RACE. haha. helped to set up the toilet station. the j1s are so gg to be scared. haha. so sad lah.i had to be the one giving clues at the atrium had NO FUN AT ALL. imagine i sit dere do rots n try to beat my higg score. the j1s so ppor thin kena dirtied by the initation thing suggested by matt, sha n steph. haha. all that detergent n water. ended at like 11 plus n had to clean up the place. onli slept at 1 plus.
2nd day:MORNING RUN! imagine wake up to run 2.4. can cry. haha. 6 rounds maintainin my speed realli it is napfa agn. all sweaty n stinky go into LT. haha. we changed of cus but xuan made me n ash stay far away. haha. kip nodding off in the lesson cant help it sorrie mrs chua. haha. rushed for breakfast hungry. had little time before morning training. the sun was HOT!! BURNING i tell u. haha. practically dyin alady. after all that training water was like heaven. haha. then dere is afternoon training. but we had games before it. haha. some ladder game but my side kept losing though. kena hit dunno how many times i tink cus i was sittin at the last one n everyone had to turn. haha. nxt was the sockings n tennis ball game haha. mathh n annabelle tried it first was damn funny. matt scared me lah call me stand up tot he wanna sabo me haha. instead he used me to compare height wif the sockings cus too long cannot play. ahhh.. dunno to laugh or be insulted. haha. den we had this game where we had to put dunno how many hands on the floor or feets etc. haha. my team managed to win 1 n not last. haha. got one is matt n annabelle being evil say wat 2 handstands 3 headstands n 1 split haha. we almost finished when dey said jokin. haha. made each grp send the one to split anyway. other teams got 2 lah. den my team so nice push me go. thx ar tammie. dey took pics of us doin the splits too. had 4 hrs of training to perfect the 3 ups plus eagle. we damn demoralise as we made lots of mistakes n matt had to go say tat j1s alady learn 2 new moves. sigh. it was the seniors farewell. love the j1s to bits. for the food games n video. haha the video mainly all ash pics all inside. haha. she so paiseh can. haha. everyone's tutu pics of us when we j1s. got our camp tees n pullover. the pullover was a little big but liked it. slept 12 plus slept as soon as my head hit the sleeping bag. haha. heard from kim tat matt n annabelle was in the rm n scared fiona n charis haha. damn funny.
3rd day: morning game. captain ball wif rugby ball haaha. played awhile den rest didnt wan to be too sweaty. haha. sat wif tammie jermaine we dere "our ball" "their ball" "score _ to _" haha. went for lect in camp tee. boulder shocked me suddenly by callin me. say wat we brag ar got new tee den wear liao. yups boulder camp tee dun wear at camp den when wear? haha. i totally nod off in lect. somemore me n ash sit 1st row.den tink the teacher see us so tired gave everyone 1 min break n i collapse on the table liao. heard xuan say touch rug camp lah. mus be cus the teacher ask haha. in the end i got jellybeans from edwin to wake myself haha. em, kwai, jan boulder they all slpin at the bac can. so unfair. ahah.breakfast was sad. the j1s n rugby guys nv leave food for us. we had to buy food. do i hav to add tat we all didnt hav money. had to get from xuan. N THE CAMP FUNDS HAV NOT RETURN THE BREAKFAST MONEY YET. i hav to pay xuan bac de. haha. morning trainin agn doin the 3 ups n eagle. my toe was hurtin like mad. was limpin a little here n dere. sigh. matt was angry agn n made us sprint up the slope. dying. n had to do 50 push ups. when finish i almost cried n cried alady. everyone had to kip encouragin me to rush up to change to slippers. ber was nice to pull me up the last flight of stairs. i hav to say i realli had no strength alady tammie n ash had to help me wif my boots can. almost didnt wan to go down for lunch. lunch. den a little time for game planning. actually nth to plan cus we had onli practiced the 3ups n eagle so we were jus gg to do those 2. played wif njc first. losing 2-0 when it rained after the rain stopped we scored bac 2 drawing the game. was so happie this was the 1st time we ever scored against dem. woohoo. go team. den was tjc draw agn 0-0 almost scored but tammie didnt pass me the ball when we did eagle sigh.. had too many defenders on her le. sad. den played the coaches team lost of cus. the coaches team was a challenge for njc i tink haha. can see dey were a little scared but dey were brave i gottta giv dem tat. haha. lost to MI 1-0 so shity lah. sigh. didnt realli liked their attitude was alittle bitchy wif one another. weird. rush off to shower after break camp was quite fed up cus dey took so long to decide wat cheer dey wanted to do for coach n frenz. showered n rushed off for ann's concert. was so sure tat the njc seniors went off early for the concert de. haha. dad agreed to send me dere to NUS so i had the time to eat n change shoes n all. haha. i had to wait for the others for almost 30 min. pple stared at me cus i sunburnt n all n was alone lah. so paiseh.
that day me n cher saw a new aaron haha. he was so eager to see ann can. kip askin us to help find ann in the dance haha. until cher so fed up haha. so funny. he shouted for ann too. when we went to find ann. ann being exco had to do lots of stuffs inside n aaron was like pacing around ask n demandin where was ann. ask me help call to find. dun wan let her noe he eager to see her loh. haha. cher caught him on video pacin around n sayin tat he had to be patient haha. damn funny.
tired. n drained.
passerby i dunno who u are but u mus be connected to touch rugby i bet on it. haha
this is like an essay. haha. so long.

2008-06-02T00:21:00.000+08:00

wanna say thx to hannah for her farewell prezzie. so swt of her. gave me a eeyore. though it was the same as the one that han gave me when she forgot my bdae haha. but nvm both eeyores can pei each other. thx for the brownie too though ash didnt get to eat it cus she tat day no phone cannot contact her. call my fren who was wif her oso nv pick so ate it up wif xuan mabel n timo haha.
shall post the pics of the eeyores another day.

2008-05-25T23:42:00.000+08:00

the co song tat i am in love wif: hong kong love suite no. 2
第二香港爱情组曲

2008-05-25T23:10:00.002+08:00

went to meet the peeps for cher's concert. too bad ann coukdnt come. sorrie everyone i was late. had flowers for cher couldnt find her blue roses at all. onli till todae i was walkin at amk wif ash tat i saw this florist had dem. sorrie cher. haha. han n mich n i were a little dumb dumb. started waving at cher to attract her attention n distract her. could see cher smilin, the kind wan to laugh type so we knew she saw. haha. she was pretty loh though her hair she could hav done it herself, 3 dollars wasted. saw her almost fall when she came out so careless. haha. oopps suppose to kip secret. haha. dey actually encore twice n both were songs tat dey had prepared. haha. so cute lah. i like the last song before the encore. mh as usual since he was pro in co he could tell when some notes were missed haha. impressed ar. claps for mh.
took some photos before we left. haha.
i want those photos cher n mh.
walked wif mich mh n wm to old market so dey could eat. didnt realli wanna walk to the mrt station alone so followed dem. kept decidin whether to go or to stay wif dem. stupid mh blur till dunno tat raffles place got mrt station said the last time he came he walked till suntec dere to catch train. haha. in the end i decided to go off first didnt wan to sit dere wif dem wif him dere n dunno wat to do. seems like he was ignorin me the whole time so didnt tink i wanted to stay n continue bearin wif it. when dey sat down to eat the 2 guys sat opp each other. i was like sian. i realli should go b4 it turned weird. haha. managed to persuade mich to let me go n tat i can walk to the mrt station myself. she was so worried. so cute of her. love her to bits. well n managed to find my way of cus. been dere a few time to find my dad n go for dance class so the experience was not wasted. easily found my way. i hav to say i become independent or so. i am proud of myself. no need for some dumb dumb to pei me hm n stuff. i can take care of myself. i am strong.
till nxt time. it is study time.

2008-05-25T22:55:00.002+08:00

finished gp mid yr paper. agn it was a total disaster. i understood the passage but had no idea how to and at all. compo was like writing crap. haha. tink it will be hard to pass. hope to get a D but tats hard.
had some time to catch a movie haha. imagine me ash n some of the guys watchin Indiana Jones and the kingdom of the crystal skull. haha. seems like some oldie show haha. but it was such a LAUGH i ended up hittin timo so many times tink he wan to kill me liao. but seriously too funny le. met my loke at j8 darren was tellin me to go play the visual game thin on the floor wif the kids n when i turned i saw mr loke n he saw us. i ended up laughin n pointin at mr loke n tellin the rest haha. tink i go crazy. he tok to us n rest so cute lah. den me n ash met him at the busstop agn on our way bac to sch. toked to us abt his life in uni n the many activities he joined n still managed his time. i am impressed. well now i understand why he says we can do it if we can manage our time.had meetin for the camp n we had crazy ideas for the toilet station cant wait. pls dun leave me at the atrium alone to wait for the teams i will freak out. haha. wanna join the toilet gang.
the j1s did their best at the competition though i wasnt dere to see. hoped dey gained some experience. good luck for the nxt one on sat n hav fun at the camp ok? n hannah dun angry n sad over the competition.

2008-05-21T23:33:00.000+08:00

thx for the brownie hannah. haha.

2008-05-20T23:24:00.000+08:00

wat sha said was true. guys can easily forget yrs of relationship so easily n move rite on while we gals suffer in the memories of the 'happie' times. why is tat. she asked but none of us had the rite ans. maybe dey are jus stronger den us emotionally or dey didnt feel we were impt to dem or tat we were jus another stone to step on to find the rite one. i dunno. but it is so hard for her to forget her 3 yr relationship after abt 1 yr. den wat am i to do. how do i hav the confident to forget so easily in a few mths.
i am stupid jus stupid. so leave me alone.
i will forget in my own time n way.
n hannah stop sayin i emo-img. sorrie but i jus need an outlet ok? i will smile when i see u. no worries. i can take care of myself. muacks to those that realli care.

2008-05-19T23:46:00.002+08:00

not sure wat to blog. been to lazy to blog till forgot wat i wanted to say.
wanna say sorrie for makin so many worry abt me haha. to cher hannah joey jason who takes note abt me thx and all haha. no worries ok? hannah u owe me a BIG CHOCOLATE CAKE haha.
finally i gotten my new anklet. my last one broke during the competition n i didnt noe till the nxt day. sighs my last prezzie from him. nvm i got a new one. laughs. realised tat i lost my ring from him. tink it is somewhere in my rm but i cant find it. oh well it is fated rite? better this way wif things broken n lost so i wouldnt tink so much haha.
tml dere is friendly wif coach's frens i realli wanna go play and run to forget my troubles n all. on the field nth matters except the oval ball n my teammates. but i cant bring my boots out or my parents will noe rite. guess i hav to wear my addidas den ahhh DUN RAIN TML OK? laughs
this fri is gp mid yrs ahhhh. hope i can do well. haven done well for recent tests. i stoned thru phys test can. practically starin at the paper starin bac at me. so dumb i noe. haha.
sat is cher's concert. glad tat han ng ng mh n wm can go support her too maybe i will get flowers for the gal haha. cher u not suppose to noe ok act blur. haha. noe u will look the best on that day. haha. maybe i shall cheer for u loud loud till u paiseh haha. see u den.
till den it is study study study!!!

2008-05-14T21:04:00.002+08:00

tot i forgot abt todae but realise i didnt.
i was in a good mood since mornin till until after phys when timo said tat we were gg to celebrate wx's bdae. den i was tinkin of the date todae and i rmbed. i feel bad for not being very enthu todae while celebratin wx bdae. sorrie. jus didnt hav the mood alady. my day got worse when i saw stepf bf gav her a flower todae. tink it was their 1 mth or sth. i suddenly felt sad. in lect, the lt was freakin cold n i wasnt feelin well alady. blamin myself for not bringin a jacket den i saw a guy from the class in front passin his gf his jacket. sigh. i guess i am jus sad. i dunno wat to do. wanted to cry or scream in the lt but thats jus stupid. hate this. why i jus cant forget. forget the date forget wat it meant.
i should hav listened to cher han ann dey all when dey advised me not to start a relationship wif him. dey were rite that i will get heartbroken. i jus cant help it. sigh.
my miserable life.
tests are comin up.
happie bdae to weixun, rachel, kelly.
love the cake that hannah's dad make ITS CHOCOLATE!!
my life in pieces.
onli lookin forward to touch rugby camp. we are gg to giv up our chance of enterin one more competition. reasons were due to studies n the loss of our stamina. when we played against the guys we were out of breath and wif pt we were dying. sigh.we were quite sad cus we realli wanted to play agn n win sth bac. good job i hav to say to the rugby team for gettin the 3rd runner up. good luck j1s for the upcomin competition train hard.
jus throw myself in studies. forget forget forget.

你最近还好吗

2008-05-09T23:01:00.000+08:00

你最近还好吗(台湾偶像剧《斗牛要不要》片尾曲)歌词：
作词：姚若龙作曲：林迈可
挑一张耶诞卡写上满满祝福的话
地址写的是心底你能不能收到它
天有点冷风有点大城市宁静而喧哗
这一个冬天我得一个人走回家
问自己习惯了吗
没有你每到夜裏回声变得好大
有没有什麽好方法让寂寞更听话
你最近还好吗是不是也在思念里挣扎
你说会记得我还记得吗
你最近还好吗
忙碌吗累吗心还会痛吗
如果真不得已忘了我
快向快乐出发
有再多的牵挂都已没有权利表达
旧情人给的问候令陌生人都还尴尬
昨天远了明天还长回忆模糊但巨大
这样的深夜眼泪要怎样不流下
问自己习惯了吗
没有你每到夜裏回声变得好大
有没有什麽好方法让寂寞更听话
你最近还好吗是不是也在思念里挣扎
你说会记得我还记得吗
你最近还好吗
忙碌吗累吗心还会痛吗
如果真不得已忘了我
快向快乐出发
你最近还好吗是不是也在思念里挣扎
你说会记得我还记得吗
你最近还好吗
忙碌吗累吗心还会痛吗
如果真不得已忘了我
快向快乐出发

2008-05-08T23:52:00.004+08:00

managed to get some photos of the competition day. haha. those who played all looked sweaty n all ewww..haha..
amazing tat the rest of the gals dun mind stand nxt to us. haha. love ya gals. muacks.
ahhhh i looked terrible.

thats all of us, plus those who didnt managed to come. the nyjc touch rugby team. we are a family! woo..

funny

2008-05-08T23:44:00.004+08:00

funny stuffs.
a lot of it this week. my class is a little crazy haha.maybe dun to stress.
cant rmb all of it.
one that i rmb is abt timo. we managed to play a trick on him durin wed assembly. haha. a continued version of april 1st.

taken from dan's blog.
another is todae during ct. teacher tokin abt some pervert taking video of gals. den mabel said ' is it why he went califonia cus kena caught' sth liddat lah. made our table burst out laughin. haha. good one mabel.

2008-05-08T22:42:00.002+08:00

lots happened this week.. angry n funny
weekend big argument. wat a waste of my time. u 'CHANGED' oh realli? i dun see tat much of a change. u assume onli. the 2 yrs limit thin is so stupid. u can be rude disrespectful bad to others but others cannot. nth but shoot bac at my words. n u jus forget easily wat u said that is rude towards others but WONT forget wat pple say n kip harping on it for an explanation tat u will not accept. eat shit lah. dun see the logic of this. since u insist u HAVE GROWN UP show it lah.. i nv grow up lah if tats wat u wanna say. i dun wanna care. u wan a cold war. go ahead. i dun wanna care. such RUBBISH!!
ARGH. wat fate i hav. saddenin.
maybe partly my fault. i giv up the tot of makin peace. dun care dun care.

2008-05-01T22:21:00.001+08:00

the two pics we took together on snergy nite. xuan gettin ready to dance woohoo. she was great can. laughs too bad dan had to do duty so couldnt be wif us. saw her directing traffic so cute lah wif her " this way to vote pls." haha. like traffic police somehow. muacks gals. the loves of my life 2. haha.

drama nite pic

2008-05-01T22:11:00.005+08:00

pics that i kope from ash blog of drama night.

TR

2008-05-01T22:11:00.001+08:00

touch rugby is makin pullovers n jerserys woohoo. hope it isnt small like the last few ones. haha.
glad tat the touch rug gals were happie wif the bands n notes me n ash made n wrote. spent lots of time on them. haha.
also good luck to the rugby team for their match tml.

blogs.

2008-05-01T21:56:00.002+08:00

read some blogs todae.
understand.
readin dan's made me feel that i am too negative. i should be happier n all wif my great 3 gals dan xuan n ash wif me. all the fun n crazy things we do and of cus mabel n the funny things she say. shall try to cheer up though stress kips creepin up to me.
argued in the morning. she jus dun understand. irritated. she said the tuition was last min den she noe so she couldnt tell me. not my problem now isnt it. its urs. she noe how much i hate it cus i feel it is invadin my personal space. somemore it is right outside my rm. ahh. den she goes on sayin n sayin till it becomes my fault for not wakin up earlier to study n make it tat it is i who is kickin up a fuss. maybe i am but i woke up 3 time from 9 to 11 plus onli to hear noises indicatin the lesson has started. who would wan to wake up. so noisy. gg on. she throws all the blame on me. pushin it to anythin n everythin sayin i changed recently n dere is somethin wrong wif me. she tinks too much already. damn irritatin. indicatin tat i hav not gotten over things is it n stuff. realli wanted to throw somethin at her to shut her up. damn angry wif her. not gonna make peace wif her for days if i can. i dun care. idiot.
stupid chem is totally stressin me out. hate organic chem so much. it is ruinin me. laughs.

pw

2008-05-01T21:44:00.002+08:00

reading ann's finally blogged blog i rmbed wat i wanted to do but forgot.
i wanna THANK ashley weixun darren n erm alex too i guess. haha. for all the wonderful experience we had together. pia-ing for the GPP written report and the OP. haha. all the fun n late nights for the 4 of us who realli did alot because 1 individual always seems to be busy or unable to attend the meetings. our hideouts at darren's weixun's n mine hse for pw meetings, hougang mall for meet up points, lunch and breakfast. haha. spent time playin wif sleepy the dog who is hyperactive and playin the guitar n ash singing.
liked the idea of darren wantin to get all of us together before the release of the results to express his views to the 1 individual that for watever grades we get we wont blame him and to wish all the rest good luck. haha wat a laugh. but we didnt get to do tat of cus. haha.
congrats to ash weixun and erm alex for gettin A for PW. good job ash n weixun. haha. darren i got the same as u B. my second B in a row, so discouraging. sighs but nvm. shall jia you and work hard if i haven gone crazy n get some depression before alevels. haha.
alevels realli can do a person in. dun worry abt me jas all the way from perth. haha. come bac soon though n buy me prezzies. haha.

happenings

2008-04-28T21:59:00.002+08:00

lots of things hav happened. conflicts within the team. cass n kim. the team n xiao wei. i dun wan to be in the middle of anythin. i dun wan to take any sides. i hate conflicts. but lots of dem flood me this year. i am dumb to tink there wont be any that would appear in my life.
some worrying n sad events. mabel be strong n smile ok. we the class will be behind u no matter wat. and cher. i dunno how u are now. reply my msg soon ok. i worry lots for u. dun worry too much n take care of ur health dun u dare break down. if u need me jus call. i will jus fly dere immediately. no lies.
two happie events. my mum's bdae celebration and congrats to vina on givin birth to a baby boy. ahhh cant wait to see him. muacks n kisses.
grace n faith was on the phone wif me on sun afternoon. faith starts her exams today. good luck gal. miss u. she n grace was singing on the phone for me that realli lighten up my day. love dem so. muacks. hope to see dem soon. dey are the smiles of my life.

dunno

2008-04-27T21:45:00.000+08:00

i dunno if u are angry wif me and wat u are angry abt. i am not exactly smart or anythin, i cant read minds. tell me str. dun kip bottling everythin up and try to treat me the same as b4 when there is sth weird.
i admit i am dumb, stupid, naive, simplistic when it comes to frens. i nv really experience such stuffs wif my other gal frens. maybe i will get angry wif dem but i will jus forget wat i am angry abt after awhile. but sometimes u jus flare up n i dunno why.
i may take pple for granted but tat is unintentional. i realli dunno who u are angry at and wat it is abt. so i will say sorrie hopin at least u wont be angry.
i am losing it. i hate it. hate my life. i nv did hate a lot of things in the past but now i realise there are lots of things that are diff and i dun like.
i am no longer sheltered by my darlings. i mus learn to face things and endure i guess.
if only he was still beside me. how i wish to turn to him at all this times and cry on his shoulder and feel his hug. how safe i felt. i nv had to worry abt fallin or being ugly crying in front of him. how the little things he done for me to kip me happie. like the simplest of chocolates or bringing ice skatin for the first time or lettin me ride n he cycles me. i miss all this. i want everythin bac.
i am so so so dumb.hate my longings. cant i jus learn to stand on my two feets. tot i became independent recently. seems i am not.

rubgy match

2008-04-26T21:40:00.000+08:00

the rugby match was interesting. though dey didnt win i tink dey did wat dey could, dey put in their best. GOOD JOB GUYS.
boulder explain some rules and wat was happenin on the field. tink i am a bit dumb. not able to understand everythin but thx for explainin anyway.
audrey n i was constantly worried abt tat bee flyin around haha. she scared me a few times. tot her paper brushin me was the bee. i freaked haha.
jia you for the nxt match.

weeks

2008-04-25T21:29:00.001+08:00

haven blogged in a long time.
updatin the latest and recent events that hav some impact on me.
1. the trainings before the competition. could see how all of us was determined to improve and win bac sth for the team. the trainings thru out the week and the hot sun we endured. proud of all of u.
2. the competition day itself. it was saddening. we didnt win the matches. we lost. at the end of it the 10 players all broke down. xiao wei was the first. sigh tink she endured alot of pressures before n during the matches. to ash i am sorrie in the first match the last try was my fault cus though i heard u warnin me n shoutin at me to cover the gap btw u n me, i stepped bac abit cus i saw tat the opponent was gg to sidestep me n the other defenders were to far to cover the other attackers. she faked me n went thru.sorrie. oso the last match last try missed the opponent. sigh the two tries, so angry wif myself.
wanna thx all those that came to support us. though we didnt win u all being there means a lot. tink i cried so much there let out all the tears that i hav held bac since the beginning of the year. an outlet for my tears. thx to tammy who was there thru out n made me stop all my nonsense crying haha. loves gal. tink i am weak cried so much. the bball gals were there n saw me cryin. n boulder had to hint me to wipe my tears as dey were on the brim of my eyes. so shit rite. proud of the team no matter wat. we became closer anyway.
3. drama night. the guys of my class was laughin at the weirdest times can. tink other pple tink we are crazy or sth. had fun though. pics are on ash blog.

rugby

2008-04-02T21:28:00.002+08:00

i went to support the guys rugby match at SA todae. the game was so exciting. the few of us xiao wei, sha, audrey, cass, kim, a few j1s n me went to support. we dun realli noe the game. jus any old how scream n cheer. haha. realli funny.
the guys were against HC. heard tat the hwa chong threatened the guys at the start of the game or sth, sayin tat dey will win. not sure if it was one of their static or wat. but the guys did their best n we were impressed. 20-5. woohoo. good job n nice game guys! haha. SCREAMS. the guys had lots of injuries sigh heart pain can. seein all the blood, sprains n swells. those pple are so violent. i dun see the other team havin much injuries or maybe i jus didnt see. haha. at the end of the game the guys had to do a tunnel tink to shake hands so cute. poor king limped thru the ting. the guys oso lined up in a line n bow to thx us for cheerin so swt of dem can we all felt a bit paiseh. haha. but nonetheless GREAT GAME. cheers. we gals will strive harder for our games too. =p
NY WON HC!!!

results

2008-04-02T21:25:00.002+08:00

so far my results are ok onli.
GP compre: 28 passed
chem: 34 failed
physics: 38 / 60 PASSED
maths: 45.5 / 100 passed
it is the first time i passed gp n physics in my whole 1 plus yrs in ny. haha. damn happie. gp compo hav not come bac yet hope to pass. haha.
i shall work harder i noe my chem n maths is my fault. practice makes perfect!

outing wif the gals

2008-03-27T21:10:00.001+08:00

it has been dunno how long since i hav been out wif my lovely gals cher cons han and mich ma. too bad ann couldnt make it bcus of dance. sigh.. but still enjoyed my day wif dem. i was the only one not in sch uni. cus it was exam week n no sch for me since i finished papers alady.
we gals took neos n shop around. we actually saw guys hugging n puttin their hands around each other. when mich ma saw her mouth wide open while walkin by. her expression was priceless. haha. when to hong kong cafe to eat. hav nv been dere. fyn came too haha. han n fyn ar forever arguing n teasing each other wat a laugh haha. cons n mich ma was tryin to imitate dem laughs agn.
when i came bac. at the amk mrt station busstop i met ann. i saw her from the bac while rushin for the bus. was tinkin oh some student. when i board i realise was a njc gal. i take another look eh dance. another look EH ANN. haha wat a joke. we took the bus bac together. bad thin happened. when we alightin we from the upper deck go down ann accidentally stepped on my flats when i was moving forward. n my flats broke. couldnt walk in it. haha.. was frustrated wif it that i kicked my flats down a few steps den picked it up. had no choice but walked barefooted from the overhead bridge bac hm. haha. ann was sayin all the way she see me walk liddat heart pain. ann nvm one lah. its ok de lah. not tat pain de lah. haha

after phys paper

2008-03-20T22:21:00.002+08:00

it after phys paper.. i cant believe it i actually noe how to do the phys paper.. woohoo haha tink can at last pass. i onli dunno those i chap i didnt study which is alot haha. had so much time i got a bit tired. den mr tay had to kip standin nxt to me and walkin down m aisle so distractin arghh.. when i went inside he saw me n walked to me want to tok to me say is tze ting's bdae n all....stupid timo say "wa vane u so lucky" haha.
after the paper went j8 to eat pizza hut though nv eat the pizza. den went cine to watch STEP UP 2. i totally love it love the dance. the songs were great too.. after the movie went to walk a bit. listened to music. i want the step up 2 soundtracks dunno whether to buy but i will be wastin money agn.. ahhh how. i oso heard this song Sara Bareilles - Love Song. love it.

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i bought a book too it is called little white lies. after i finish i will pass to u de xuan haha.. i haven cut my hair ahhh..

random

2008-03-20T21:30:00.000+08:00

random pics taken my sis during the last family gatherin for christian's bdae. i was a little crazy doin weird actions.. haha. it was fun and i did my first ever successful flight in air as titled by my sis haha..

studyin

2008-03-15T22:18:00.000+08:00

ahhhh studyin like crazy.. the whole hols is study all the way at least cher finished her phys n chem test on fri den hav two days of hols.
but nvm the second week of exams i onli hav 1 paper and hav the whole week off.. haha. that will be my holiday.

2008-03-11T22:13:00.000+08:00

played the angel mortal game within touch rug. the irony in it. my angel was my mortal and my mortal was my angel.
i suspected sth when sha had tat reaction but when i kip askin sha xiao wei n ash dey all whether is it that eme is both my angel n mortal that such a weird thin can happen dey said no. i got bluffed agn.. haha joke i tell u. it was fun but tirin to play agn de bcus of all the preparin gifts n notes. haha.

love my class

2008-02-18T21:50:00.000+08:00

ahhhhh i LOVE my class pple to bits.. dey celebrated my bdae wif me. i received a BIG slyvester from the class guys dey are so swt. den dere is my fav prezzie from ash xuan n my lovely dan. i actually went hm carryin all those n i took the bus can u believe how silly i was? haha. i hav two balloons this yr that i hav been wantin since last yr n the gals knew since vday last yr and my sec sch gals cus i did say n say too haha.. my dem all n my prezzie. oso my prezzzie from kelly fiona n charis haha. love dem. muacks.

my bdae memories.

not so impt

2008-02-18T21:44:00.000+08:00

i dun tink i am impt to pple. dey deem my bdae as just a normal day. onli cher ann n mh celebrated wif me on the day itself. you didnt even sms a happie bdae or a happie vday. i sent u flowers for prezzie on vday, i seee tat i am not even impt to say thx to or even wish me.. family gatherin is more impt than me. ya ya so impt tat i missed one jus to celebrate ann's bdae wif all of you and it was after my competition and i was all tired n sun burnt. it didnt mean much is it. even mh after chingay though tired came to celebrate.
i not a fren am i. jus angry n upset. i mean nth to others.

its my bdae

2008-02-17T21:34:00.000+08:00

woohoo..
HAPPIE BIRTHDAY TO ME!!
its my bdae todae. came bac at 2 in the mornin bcus of chingay, all the standin and squeezin in btw performers is tiring. i took the night rider home todae. first time ever.. COOL haha. i abit out of date. haha..
all those who join chingay wif me wish my happie bdae in various ways haha. damn funny.. cus me mabel xuan and darren n mich went toilet at raffles place den martin keefe glenn wx haven find us yet. dey called me lah.. ask me wats the time. i look see 12 so say 12 haha dey started singing happie bdae song to me as a grp laughed my head off so swt of dem. den xuan mabel mich darren martin glenn send me sms wish me n stupid stupid say wat hope u grow taller haha.. stupid pple haha.. love dem to bits.
there were other surprises.. joey sms me he was the first. den dere was ann cher and more.
stupid cher bluff me say not celebratin my bdae todae cus all not free.. but dey plan wif my family thru my sis to surprise me. my sis gave me my bdae preezie n made me wear for dinner i tot cus normal family dinner nvm but she made me wear so weird i tot. ahaaha.. but the surprise was cher ann n mh was waitin at the restaurant for me n my family.. ahhhh.. love dem. ate dinner wif dem n came hm to cut cake wif dem too haha..
my birthday!

given up

2008-02-16T21:29:00.000+08:00

i hav given up. i dun wan to tink abt it though it kips poppin up in my mind. i WILL forget i WILL give up. its not worth it if it cannot even hold on thru this long dist ting. love is for fools. as i once was one. will i ever believe it or fall heads over heels for another it is highly unlikely.
i WILL kip that smile on. its my life anyway. i will find my own rainbow to walk on.

bday

2008-02-14T23:59:00.000+08:00

the touch rug gals celebrated my bdae todae by spammin me wif chocolate cream from the small cake dey bought. the cake so chocolate can. i practically smell like chocolate after tat. i even had the louhei bits on me thx to xiao wei.. haha. thx for celebratin for me even wif the cream n all. haha. thx for the card gals. muacks. the nxt person whose bdae comin up betta watch out haha.

vday

2008-02-14T23:58:00.000+08:00

HAPPIE VDAY TO ALL!!
received so many chocolate n sweets todae regret not bringin a plastic or paper bag didnt tink will receive so much. i was surprised. my bag was burstin haha. i loved my prezzie from xuan dan n ash. haha. dey put in alot of effort in the prezzie i abit guilty for not doin much. shall giv dem sth anytime. haha

my prezzie from everyone. even yin hau, martin, sze xia, lidan, shiyi, two of touch rug juniors and touch rug gals kelly, char, ber, tam, xiao wei gave me. i so touched.

prezzies from my class. in the center is those given by my beloved gals xuan ash n dan.

ann made a big 'card' for me, cher sent flower n photo, ng ng sent me flowers. love ya gals. cons received my flower haha. mich it is ok as long as u receive my flower can liao. HAN AR NV EVEN WISH ME N NV SAY THX.
i still miss him somehow. 1st vday after almost 3 yrs wif him. feels weird.
xuan xuan dun angry k i not purposely forget. thx for ur card too i am touch. noe u cheerin me up. muacks to all my gals.

pics of new yr

2008-02-14T23:35:00.004+08:00

photos durin cny.

pics

2008-02-14T23:24:00.002+08:00

the one concert. most of the class went for it. woohoo.. to support 'under construction' consists of darren michelle n javier n another two from another class.

pics

2008-02-14T23:08:00.005+08:00

the steamboat day wif the class guys for cny eve eve dinner haha. so sad tat dan n mabel didnt go so it was me ash n xuan. i at first sit at the table wif 5 guys dey expect me to cook de tink dey will get poisoned if i did. well dey cooked most of it. later shift over to ash n xuan's table lesser pple. dey all put a lot of things in the steamboat lah. the nxt day we all stomach uncomfortable one.laughs

stupid wx made me look like rabbit

pics

2008-02-14T23:00:00.004+08:00

some pics of danielle's bdae

i did this on the scrapbook that ash xuan n i shared to giv dan. loved this. i practically engraved it on the book cover.

dan loved the cake i bought haha. xuan even booked it for her bdae haha.

visitin

2008-02-08T23:58:00.000+08:00

went visitin. been so tired this two days.
relatives came over todae. mich brought her bf along. so cute. mit the whole big family liao.
todae bad mood. sorrie ash faith ben n christian. ventin on dem over small stuffs.
ash cus she asked me the same thin a few time n i got irritated sorrie ooo,
faith n ben cus dey look thru my phone w/o askin n disturbin us by walkin in n out.
christian cus i tot he messed up my table but dunno if he did or jus bluff me he didnt. but nvm sorrie for flarin up.
sigh haven been in a good mood for a long while.
sorrie to all who has to bear wif me.

cny

2008-02-06T23:55:00.000+08:00

cny comin.
sian. like nth is planned all so last min. managed to arrange 'class' visitin on sat since the peeps onli sun free den my class free on sat. haha.
hope it will be fun though.
HAPPIE NEW YR TO ALL!!!
27 dresses was the greatest. i cried so many times durin the show tink xuan ash n mabel didnt cry. ahhh i am so emotional. haha. mabel so cute didnt realli catch the movie den xuan had to explain. cute oo mabel.

happie bdae

2008-02-01T23:49:00.000+08:00

HAPPIE BDAE TO ANDREA AND DANIELLE!!
celebrated ann's bdae a week in advance yups whip cream n all. haven shown shu yan the pic of ann wif whip cream. haha.
celebrated dan's on the day itself. she had 3 bdae songs. one wif the salty cake made by the guys along wif salty drink. dan u mus be careful lah. any o how drink watever dey giv u. haha. second song wif the actual cake i brought. chocolate fudge. she loved it and xuan did bookin said she wanted the same cake for her bdae. ok xuan i will rmb. the third is wif the book me ash n xuan did for her. she was so touched. den we sent her out of sch to slam her wif flour. i got some too cus didnt get away fast enuff from keefe. shit him.

hate

2008-01-28T23:36:00.000+08:00

i am startin to hate myself alot.
i cant study well. kip failin all my tests.
dun noe anythin in tutorials.
clueless in lectures.
and i kip thinkin n hopin.
why am i still hopeful tat miracles will happen.
why cant i jus forget everythin, instead of rememberin.
gg out wif dem kip makin me tink n hope. i should jus stop.
concentrate gal. do the best u can.
throwin myself into studies and trainings though i am still the weakest whether in class or the team.
hate is in my vocab.

monday

2008-01-28T23:32:00.000+08:00

had chem retest. early in the mornin. sigh wat a way to start the day.
everyone kip sayin i am so dark. i was pretty sad abt it. i dun wan the dark n sun burnt look. reminds me of mo mo ren haha. i hav sun burn which is so pain. my shoulders, cus my bag kip rubbing. i cannot carry any bags properly now lah. so frustratin. argh. mus put lots of whitenin cream. and get betta sun block. ash's 130 spf didnt worked at all. haha.

pants

2008-01-27T23:21:00.000+08:00

stupid pants. had fund raiser. went dere in shorts n dey made me n my frens go get pants. say that we had 3 choices. 1. go buy( in jurong east dere is nth to buy even so in the mornin) 2. go hm get changed n come bac ( the journey to n fro would be 2 hrs waste of time) 3. jus go hm.
make me waste 8 dollars on sth i wont wear agn. argh. then only i bought n stayed. xuan mabel n bishi dun want to spend the money so dey went off.
askin for donation was ok. most of those i ask donated, so nice of dem, somemore, dey mostly gave 1 dollar wooo.. those pple are nice. except for 2. 1 of dem was a guy who was wif his girlfriend n told me to go away. so impolite. i asked the couple nicely n this is wat i get. this manner hav no manners at all. gth lah pls. another is a man who said wait i see if hav coins, so he dug for coins in his pocket. i heard the jingle of lots of dem, melissa n sze xia heard too. but he produced onli a 10 cent coin n said that was all he had. but at least he did donate not like the impolite jerk.
i dun realli like my grp there is these 2 gals who hav bonded n made a fuss of me n my frens for not wearin pants n dey had to wait for us. WE DIDNT ASK DEM TO WAIT, WE EVEN ASKED DEM TO GO FIRST DEN WE JOIN DEM LATER. it was their choice pls. sigh. lucky i hav xuan mabel bishi melissa n sze xia joining my grp or i will be so alone.

ann bdae

2008-01-26T23:09:00.000+08:00

after the tournament i managed to go hm b4 mittin the gang. we had sakae.
after eatin han mich n mh went off 1st to carry out the surprise plan. haha.. i had a great laugh cus the 3 of dem were sitin at my table so when dey pretend to want to leave, their actin was so funny. especially han pretended tat her mum called n she had to go hm. but ann was at the other table how to hear her. so funny. mich oso same. haha.
when me cher qinkai aaron n ann reach ann's hm area. we blind fold her make her walk to the playground wif aaron's help of cus while we went to prepare. haha. mh onli brought matches to light the cake n sparkles. which wasnt enuff. the wind kip blowin the candles out.
ann was so touched that she cried. dun cry gal. this is all for u. muacks. though it is early HAPPIE BIRTHDAY ANN!! haha.
she got hit by whip cream by mh haha. play wif whip cream n all. i tried to spray on her but it didnt come out.haha. laughs.
w/o matches, ann had to call upstairs to throw a lighter down. we all so scared explode or sth. haha.
it was fun. but now i am worried abt my bdae. hope it wont be tat bad, that i wont get whip cream or sth. mh kept the extra whip cream say want to use on me on my bdae lah. ahhh. dun u dare. haha.. no one to protect me. later i go run behind han to hide. haha
taken from han.

tournament

2008-01-26T22:39:00.000+08:00

we didnt win. i noe everyone was quite upset after losin 3 matches against SR, SA and R. we didnt noe quite a bit of things. the rules of subs etc. we were quite blur in the 1st match. but nevertheless we tried our best. the 2nd and 3rd match though we lost but we did improve bit by bit in the tournament. the final match against T was the happiest moment of the tournament for all of us when shah scored the try. we screamed like nobody's business. love u to bits shah.
i played the game against Rj, i am so upset wif myself. i actually let the opponent pass me. tink 1 of the try dey scored was bcus of me, the gal jus dived in front of me n i couldnt reach her. stupid short hands n slow feet. should hav shouted for drift so my gals could help me. ahhh.. upset. angry wif myself. stupid big gap btw me n ash. ash told me to drift but the other gals were still custered over the other end n i saw so many opened i scared was to didnt drift as much as ash wanted sorrie ash.
this is a learnin experience for us. we wil improve further. n good job kelly for all the saves. she dive for the opponent twice i tink n hurt herself but she still continued to play for us. u are the best kel. muacks.

olevels

2008-01-24T22:31:00.000+08:00

heard from cher zhss became band 1 wow. amazin. haha.
shir shir dun sad ar u did ur best though ur frens may hav done a bit betta than u, dun giv up ok. muacks gal i will always support u.

bball match

2008-01-24T22:17:00.001+08:00

0725 did a good job todae though dey didnt win. i felt tat dey realli put in the efforts to play the game. the pple who deserved my claps in no order are: ashley, danielle, glenn, martin, keefe, javier, wei xun and darren. though dan went off first, she didnt realli wan to leave the game haha. its ok dan play agn nxt time ok? martin was like the old wise man talkin tactics and explainin the game. darren sitin on the side lines wif me to cheer when he wasnt playin. keefe, glenn, javier and wei xun pia alot, seein dem tackle the ball like it was nth. great job pple. CLAPS!!

sat is the tournament alady but feelin worried n unprepared. sigh. my leg is hurtin this week stupid leg dunno wat happen to it. hurtin when i run or put too much pressure on it. let me pray that we win a medal at the tournament GO GIRLS.

ahhhh mich inform me wrongly. told me sat celebrate ann's bdae de. i ask is it nxt sat she still say yes. now cher tell me is this comin sat. shit it i got tournament de i will be all stinky n sweaty.. eeeeeeeee. somemore got family gatherin the very rare ones nowadays wanna see my cute cute mei mei. and my shir shir and jas. sigh how to choose.

gladys

2008-01-24T22:13:00.000+08:00

my beloved gladys rmb me. haha. even though she has been in seattle for such a long time she rmb me her lab partner and a register no behind her. muacks love ya gal. she has this to say
[c=50]ĞŁΛĐЧS dr hitting the white wh :
hey vanessa
[c=50]ĞŁΛĐЧS dr hitting the white wh :
stay strong k? but cry it out
[c=50]ĞŁΛĐЧS dr hitting the white wh :
tears lessen life's burdens
[c=50]ĞŁΛĐЧS dr hitting the white wh sent :
i dun know anything abt boyfriends but i think it best to keep believing
[c=50]ĞŁΛĐЧS dr hitting the white wh sent :
dun lose faith in that little thing called love
[c=50]ĞŁΛĐЧS dr hitting the white wh sent :
sayang
[c=50]ĞŁΛĐЧS dr hitting the white wh sent :
l o v e from seattle

even though she is so far she got hold of the news quite fast i am impressed. u go gal. muacks. tok to u sooon..

my new pals

2008-01-16T23:03:00.000+08:00

since i dun take h2 phy anymore my new pals durin h2 phy less are timo n sze xia. dey are both piano experts. scary. todae durin the 2 hr break we went to the hall to play on the mini grand. dey jus throw song after song after song. cool. haha. enjoyed my time wif dem.

no eatin pals

2008-01-16T22:52:00.000+08:00

so sad todae tink i will fail my physics test. it was exactly like the hols hwk which i didnt hav the time to do. so frustratin.
after the test i went to meet the rest of my class. since i was h1 n the gals were all h2s dey ate w/o me. so i had to eat wif timo.
see i am down to onli havin timo to pei me. but lucky still got darren cus he had h1 chem so oso haven eat. he came to pei us. bringin along a few more other of the guys who either were h1 econs or haven eaten.
ahhh down on my luck a.yeo came to eat wif us too. he was so inconsiderate. let me tell u why. me timo n darren ate the same store. and dey both finish eatin b4 me of cus n dey were nice enuff to wait for me. after i finish me n timo stack our plates wif darren or rather we 'push' to him (sorrie darren nxt time maybe i put for u). so darren was gg to go put the plates back when a.yeo jus threw his cup drink which was entirely from a diff stall, on to the pile of plates. n said " thank you darren". he threw it can THREW it. evil evil evil. i mean like hello i onli gal dere so i get darren to put plate for me still ok (sorrie michelle i dun mean to torture him) and timo since eat the same stall so he n darren can go scissor paper stones. a.yeo should not hav done tat. me n timo was quite angry wif tat lah.
oh ya timo(solo) and darren, javier, michelle's (under construction band) audition ytd i wish dem all the best. hope dey get in.

tinkin

2008-01-16T22:15:00.000+08:00

maybe it is the right thin. been tink alot these days. since we can so easily giv up on our relationship, den maybe we are jus not meant for each other. i mean we both seems to hav no faith to continue in our "long dist" relationship. our busy schedule in which when he is free i am not, when i am he is not. maybe it is all fated to be like this. but after 2 yrs n 7 plus mths together it is hard to forget.
maybe i should hav a brain wash n forget everythin... that would be best.

paiseh

2008-01-15T22:45:00.000+08:00

so paiseh can. durin trainin i FELL. i got blue blacks to prove and rmb. haha..
trainin was at the hall since it was rainin and the lightning system was on. so we were doin this drill where we run, back peddle, den sprint to the end, in the hall. sad to say the end was near the steps to the stage. my gauge was lousy so when i sprint to the end i didnt stop in time, tried to turn to stop myself but lost my balance n fell sideways on to the steps ahhhh.. it hurts ok.. i got blue blacks on my leg to show n a bad sore on my hip. ahhh haha. in front of everyone includin the j1s haha.
later on playin a small size touch rug, i bang into sha. rammed myself in the side agn. so shit. now i am sore. haha. how stupid can i be. SO STUPID haha.

new coach

2008-01-10T23:58:00.000+08:00

the new coach came todae. he saw the field n said if the field condition was fanastic, playin on the field was fine but if the field condition is liddat (as the field is now- go look if u are interested) why should we train on the field? he said he trained others in the hall too so it is ok for us not to use the field.. ahhh he is good i love tat.
he said this "u gals should be ball handlers, this oval ball." haha cool.
his trainin was productive as he taught as the smallest details that we will miss and had us run holdin the ball wif one hand which was quite a challenge cus my hand is VERY SMALL to grab the rugby ball in onli one hand.. haha..
he jokes very often too haha.
the new coach is so great. tink i gg to get motivated by rugby agn. thx coach. tat will kip my mind from thinkin too much.. wooo..

shocking

2008-01-10T23:56:00.000+08:00

haha.. so cool so cool. todae i come online and guess who come talked to me.. the pple who haven toked to me in ages..
u wil nv guess.. there were 3.
1. jason : came to ask if i was in rugby( actually jason it is touch rugby) bcus of my nick "its not abt speed. be a ball handler. the oval ball". den we talked for awhile.
2. cheong jun : a random hello to make sure i still rmb him
3. joey : to ask me to cheer up n take care of myself cus he had seen my blog.

thx pple for makin my day though it is almost 12 in the mornin the nxt day..
so cool. haha.

promises

2008-01-10T23:53:00.000+08:00

promises are meant to be broken.. dont u agree. i tink so. haha. random thought todae.
i am gg a little crazy. tink ash, xuan, dan, and the guys from 0725 are gettin this crazy attitude from me the whole week haha. i pity dem sorrie pple. i get high sometimes or i flare up or i hit pple. oh dear. haha.. i will stop tat ok somehow. haha.

lost

2008-01-07T22:34:00.000+08:00

i was too naive to even tink that fairytales were true. for a long period of 2yrs and 7 mths i believed in happily everafter. but it seems that happily everafter isnt realli all that true.
i controlled my tears for say 2 days. at least i made it this far. didnt wan any of my peeps to worry abt me. realli i will be jus fine pple. jus need some time to adjust.
cher n ann were so cool i sms dem to ask dem come pei me todae cus i bored n dey said yes w/o asking any qus. lov dem to bits. dey came after dey ended sch and pei me till 6 plus sayin hello to many peeps in ny and eatin fries. i noe dey are worried but i realli dun wan dem to worry so much.
of cus i dun tink i will be able to find another great guy like him. he set the standards too high. there wont be another tat will be betta.
maybe i am too demandin, always wantin attention from him n being pampered by him. he did a great job bein my bf n i thank him for bein so good to be acceptin all my flaws and bad habits. his bein so busy now and no time for me i understand. though he said he neglected me for mths, well tats true but i am ok.
i will jus miss all the smses, the good nites, hugs etc. i tink my hp seems quite useless now. i will carry on life though sth feels like it is missing, but i try to do sth abt. i am sure i will be fine.
pple dun worry too much ok. muacks.

evergreen kids 3

2007-12-14T23:50:00.000+08:00

evergreen kids 2

2007-12-14T23:37:00.000+08:00

the kids in their dance performance [ROCK & ROLL FREEZE]. they look so cute. all smilin and all. wish there was an encore. haha.

evergreen kids

2007-12-14T23:24:00.000+08:00

AHHHH.. gg to miss these kids. they are the cutest. hav been workin wif dem for the past month. helpin out at evergreen pri to help these kids adapt to pri sch. the few of us tat was attached to the sch will miss dem so much. haha. though dey can get naughty n noisy but dey realli are cute. their dancin was great and dey smiled thru out the dance performance. i am so so so PROUD of these kids.

we all had our favourites:
me- rabia
xuan- zaiyyah, naiem
martin- wei kang, wei jian
keefe- lucas
glenn- wei kang, wei jian, lucas
wei xun- wei jian, wei kang
yin hau- wei kang
darren- haiqel, ashikin ( not sure how to spell), (my) rabia
ashley arrr haha she nv realli had one or she jus didnt say...

my rabia

breakin news

2007-11-11T23:43:00.000+08:00

BREAKING NEWS.
haha. my dear cher has her special someone. so so so so very HAPPIE for her. muacks cher. her lao gong i have not met yet. so sad. she todae den tell me abt this NEWS naughty gal haha.
mus bring him come meet us SOON.. =)

broke

2007-11-11T23:33:00.000+08:00

i am so so so so broke now.. haha..
went shoppin wif my sis ytd..
she kip findin dresses for me.. which are all very nice.. i ended up buying 4 haha. tats a lot. and now i am so broke. and i sTILL wan to buy my shoes and wallet. haha no allowance how how. i need to find a job.

timo and martin's bdae celebration

2007-11-09T23:35:00.000+08:00

timo and martin's bdae celebration on fri.. haha.. me n xuan reached 1st.. saw javier wx n martin reach liao but dey walk so fast(amazingly)n we lost dem cus xuan wanna buy food.. but the guys ar.. no sense of direction one. call dem ask where dey are dey dunno one.. haha..
timo the one who ask pple not to be late WAS LATE! haha but nvm gave me n xuan time to go to pitstop to put the cake. haha.
we play like siao pple especially ash kip screamin in the dino game haha.. quite funny.
me n xuan almost forgot the cake lah den the person mus remind us.. den we used same stupid excuse say wat ash fall in the toilet or sth to walk to the counter de. haha so funny.
i wan pics of the day pple haha.. upload dem pls. thx

guitaring

2007-11-02T23:24:00.000+08:00

woohoo..
i guitaring alady.. i bought my very own guitar b4 op meetin todae wif ash n darren.. dey pei me go buy.. i love my guitar. it's small n light. but not as good as darren's of cus. haha.. i gg to start playin songs!!! haha

learnin guitar

2007-11-01T23:03:00.000+08:00

i hav this urge to learn guitar. haha.. dunno why. i jus do.
i gg to buy my very own one. though its gg to hav to be a cheap one. but nonetheless i will hav my own. haha. darren is being kind. he lent me his for the time being. got to return to him soon. his is NICE. haha. but ex and BIG haha..
timo noes i learning cus of my nick guitarin and i blur blur ask him how he noes.. haha.. so silly..
timo got a new nick for me.. dunno why.. he calls me mei mei. haha.. but nvm i can hav a kor haha.

inferior

2007-10-26T23:01:00.000+08:00

i feel that i am quite so lousy. havin to drop one sub to h1, and bad results..
dar is doin so so so so so much better.. tink his is a b b c or a b b d. which is like so impressive.
sigh.. feelin inferior lah.. hate this.

upsettin

2007-10-23T22:56:00.000+08:00

upset.
my results are quite bad. though i managed to pass 3 h2 and 1 h1 for promos.
but i hav to drop a subject. sigh. gettin so upset. i still hav to decide which one to drop. loke says impossible for me to appeal de.
gettin teary eyes for this. stupid thin.
got to decide.

cher bdae

2007-10-10T02:22:00.000+08:00

celebratin cher bdae. haha.. went yuki yaki. food was ok i guess. BUT we didnt get to eat the ice cream wat a waste. mus go bac to eat agn de.. haha..
cher prezzie was so EX!! cher ar see lah. we so nice to u de.. haha.. nice prezzie rite haha.. han choose one.. but quite ok lah.. haha.. claps for han..
at least get to see dar todae de.. happie. n dar SENT me hm too.. haha.. muacks though he so tired for he had trainin b4 tat but he no sch tml so can send me bac de.. muacks muacks..
CANT believe this.. everyone is sayin i fat alady.. i realli gettin very sad de.. sigh. dey dun need to say fat rite. not that bad wat. i go farewell dinner for uncle on sun my aunties all say hey u fat alady leh u noe.. i was like ahhh shit lah.. den go dinner wif the peeps. cher say i fat liao dar oso say i fat liao.. SAY SOMEMORE n i WILL go on extreme dietin ar.. haha
sighh feelin like i gettin further away from the rest liao cus diff sch den dey mostly the same.. even on the train bac the four of dem tok. i dun understand 90% of their conversation de.. hello? i am still dere.. sigh nvm bah jus rest loh let dem tok haha..
NXT UP.. mich ng and ying xuan bdae mus plan n buy prezzie.. i nv forget ur bdaes ok.. haha

HAPPIE BDAE CHER CHER!!!

exams are over

2007-10-10T02:11:00.000+08:00

EXAMS are so over. so happie. no more muggin for a period of time. BUT there is still PW AND CL sigh.. wat a muggin life.
the papers were so shit. i totally blanked out haha.
after the last paper we went out woohoo.. celebration.
went out for like so many days. thurs fri sun mon n tue. omg.. i gg broke lah.. haha.. but still wanna shop. buy new things haha...
hav a new hang out.. pit stop haha.. nice place. it is a boardgame cafe haha.. i kip losing the games lah.. so poor thin.. haha..

test

2007-09-18T00:43:00.000+08:00

Create your own Friend Test here

end of the week

2007-08-24T11:01:00.000+08:00

its the end of the week so happie.. end of all my test for now.. i had like 5 tests this week study till tired.
in addition to studying still had to practice the dance ahhhh.. thurs was fun though when i tink bac.. but so throw face lah.. cant believed i actually went for it. haha.
the speakers was so lousy tat we couldnt hear the song properly n it kip cuttin de. dance was a mess.somemore n was shaking till i dun dare to smile haha.
my q n a was shit too.. haha.. was my thurs afternoon pe teacher give the qus de.. i was stunned at first lah..at pe he still ask me his qus easy anot.. haha funny lah.amazing he even rmb me haha.
had prize givin todae so very lah the prize haha..

the gals n me. dey are all so pretty compared to me. haha

all the tests are failures i cant do a single qus i hate tests.

200 pounds beauty

2007-08-01T21:36:00.001+08:00

another of my now favourites

high school musical 2

2007-08-01T00:50:00.001+08:00

You are the music in me--- great song