YMonday, January 07, 2008
i was too naive to even tink that fairytales were true. for a long period of 2yrs and 7 mths i believed in happily everafter. but it seems that happily everafter isnt realli all that true.
i controlled my tears for say 2 days. at least i made it this far. didnt wan any of my peeps to worry abt me. realli i will be jus fine pple. jus need some time to adjust.
cher n ann were so cool i sms dem to ask dem come pei me todae cus i bored n dey said yes w/o asking any qus. lov dem to bits. dey came after dey ended sch and pei me till 6 plus sayin hello to many peeps in ny and eatin fries. i noe dey are worried but i realli dun wan dem to worry so much.
of cus i dun tink i will be able to find another great guy like him. he set the standards too high. there wont be another tat will be betta.
maybe i am too demandin, always wantin attention from him n being pampered by him. he did a great job bein my bf n i thank him for bein so good to be acceptin all my flaws and bad habits. his bein so busy now and no time for me i understand. though he said he neglected me for mths, well tats true but i am ok.
i will jus miss all the smses, the good nites, hugs etc. i tink my hp seems quite useless now. i will carry on life though sth feels like it is missing, but i try to do sth abt. i am sure i will be fine.
pple dun worry too much ok. muacks. ___SheSaid@
10:34:00 PM
YThe DANCER wannabe
vanessa goh
vane.xiao bai tu
17.02.90
sweet eighteen
break up=(
ny.nanyangian
og24.0718.tribe 2.0725
zhss.exzhonghuarian
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rps.exrosythians
1A4'97.2AI'98.3AI'99.4-11'00.5-01'01.6-01'02
guitaring][pianoing
dreamed to be a dancer but a dream tat cant be reached
guzheng member at zhss [guzheng roxs at zhss]
a touch rugger and proud to be one
WISHES:
to be wif dar forever(impossible)
to be his friend
to pass my tests
go to uni
my dream course psychology
to dance
be wif my peeps and gal pals
to grow taller
new dresses
wallet
new bags
natural lookin hair
personal laptop
baby eeyore
watch movies
good results
