YFriday, December 09, 2005
wat am i to do... so confused... it is as though i am lost... hav been misguided dunnno where to head at the forkroad.. how how... i dunno... on seein him agn i suddenly realised tat i missed him lots and lots in my life... the memories of us together jus suddenly fill my mind.. wat is happening? am i regretin my decision.. but there seems to be nothin i can do now.. wat is done is done... i jus miss him standin beside me.. holdin my hand... givin me a hug... i feel so alone gg hm alone.. sittin on the bus n mrt alone makes me miss him even more.. i tryin to forget but it seems so hard... hav i made the wrong decision to leave? hav i? the way he look at me is so different tat it makes me sad.. i hav to stop somehow but how? nobody realise i m different as compared to the past.. i m sad but i jus dun wan to admit i choose to run away from things... i m so sorrie.. i am lost..i chose dis path bcause i feel the pressure now i jus miss him lots..
theres nothin i can do but try my best to forget i need guidance... i dunno wat to do..
so lost.. ___SheSaid@
8:05:00 PM
YThe DANCER wannabe
vanessa goh
vane.xiao bai tu
17.02.90
sweet eighteen
break up=(
ny.nanyangian
og24.0718.tribe 2.0725
zhss.exzhonghuarian
1e4'03.2e4'04.3e1'05.4e1'06
rps.exrosythians
1A4'97.2AI'98.3AI'99.4-11'00.5-01'01.6-01'02
guitaring][pianoing
dreamed to be a dancer but a dream tat cant be reached
guzheng member at zhss [guzheng roxs at zhss]
a touch rugger and proud to be one
WISHES:
to be wif dar forever(impossible)
to be his friend
to pass my tests
go to uni
my dream course psychology
to dance
be wif my peeps and gal pals
to grow taller
new dresses
wallet
new bags
natural lookin hair
personal laptop
baby eeyore
watch movies
good results
