YMonday, August 11, 2008
firstly wanna say. glenn n darren. u two perverts. haha. lj as in livejournal ok. onli u two tink so dirty.
secondly. i am gg to move my blog.
find me dere. ___SheSaid@
10:08:00 PM
YSunday, August 03, 2008
bored.
Rules:
A) People who have been tagged must write their answers on their blogs and replace any question that they dislike with a new question formulated by themselves.
B) Tag eight people to do this quiz and those who are tagged cannot refuse. These people must state who they were tagged by and cannot tag the person whom they were tagged by. Continue this game by sending it to other people.
1. What are your reasons for having a LJ?
LJ ar? wanted a new blog but nv realli used it. had it so tat xuan can add me to read her blog. haha.
2. What do you do before bedtime?
read a book or study till late in the morning before turnin in. ahhh should stop my 3am routine. its no use. anyone to pei me till so late?
3. What will your dream wedding be like?
my love standing nxt to me givin me his promise. a simple white affair wif a white gown n family n frenz to giv me their blessings.
4. What is the city of your dreams and why?
i hav no idea. unless i hav a super rich husband then i will tink of it.
5. Are you an introvert or extrovert?
both i guess. i like some quiet but i cant go abt w/o my frens .
6. Which is more blessed, loving someone or being loved by someone?
being loved. i failed in loving someone. dun realli wanna try tat agn.
7. Do you trust easily?
yups. pple will tell me sth realli stupid n out of this world but i will believe.
8. What person, dead or alive, is your role model?
my mom.
9. Is there anything that has made you unhappy these days?
lots of stuffs but dun realli wanna say anythin abt it liao. at least i hav my frens around.
10. When’s the last time you had fun?
on wed. sajc dance. super dance. had time spent wif some of the crazy clique and cher n ann.
11. Is being tagged fun?
i guess. jus wan sth to do besides studyin.
12. How do you see yourself?
a dumb and lazy pig. emotional too.
13. Who are currently the most important people to you?
my family, my nyjc crazy clique, zhss peeps, touch rugby gals j2s and j1s, and my cousins. all the memories created wif dem.
14. What kind of person do you think the person who tagged you is?
CHER. haha. that cher can be quite crazy sth. n she pon sch on fri to slp can. so pig. ahhh. she is a super mugger now. a dependable gal pal whenever i need someone to tok to and one who noes wat i hav gone n gg thru. love gal to bits gal.
15. Would you rather be single and rich or married but poor?
single and rich. love is hard to come by anyway.
16. How many children do you want to have, if any?
i had wanted 3 haha. but seems a bit like a mother pig. till i hav a family.
17.What’s better, to give or to receive?
both. it’s blessing to give, and to receive.
18. If you fall in love with two people simultaneously, who would you pick?
stay single n harm no one. leave unhurt. haha
19. What would you do if you (or your girlfriend) became pregnant unexpectedly?
giv birth to that child n love him or her even w/o the father.
20. What are your dream jobs?
a wedding planner. a event organiser. a full-time housewife.
Tagged: ashley, ying xuan, danielle, timo, darren, andrea, shirlene, constance ___SheSaid@
12:45:00 AM
YMonday, July 28, 2008
i tink i tink too much for myself. maybe i should realli open up more n see wat is around me. tot i was alady doing so. all the insignificant acts n stuffs tat nobody will ever take notice of or bother abt. i tot tat. but maybe i was wrong. those arent enuff. i realli should do more i guess. i dun wan everyone to remain upset n leave everyone hurt. i will try to mend things. though it will be my first time to do so for pple i care. i dun normally take the first step to make things rite agn. hope i am brave enuff to do so. i will try n try agn..
i may be movin my blog. it has alady been set up. but well see how it goes n which ones i wanna use. ___SheSaid@
12:01:00 AM
YFriday, July 25, 2008
upset n verge of breakin down this few days.
i made a mistake. maybe it is i who started all this troubles. hate myself for tat.
now i jus wanna hide in some unknown corner to wash away my troubles.
where is he when i need him the most. all those times when i agrued wif someone n he was he to listen n comfort me. jus need that shoulder to cry on now.
i sound so pitiful dun i?
i managed to go on fine w/o him alady n all this jus makes me miss him suddenly.
jus a few more mths to a levels. is everythin gg to go worse den it alady is. a bad yr it is. when will it change for the better? i wonder.
dun give up on us. ___SheSaid@
11:59:00 PM
is this how things are gg to end..
is this how the friendship is to end,on a sour note? give us a chance to explain. tell us how we are wrong n give us a chance to change. isnt tat wat friends are for. not onli are friends there to SHARE SECRETS but oso to tell each other wats wrong n try to change. it doesnt mean tat we hav diff characters we cant be good n best friends. we hav been for like 1 yr and now we are gg to throw everythin down the drain? i dunno i realli dunnno.
diff pple hav diff thinkin, that i hav to say. maybe wat i had wif my sec sch frens was diff we dun hav much secrets to trade n stuff even if so we wait till the person is ready to say i guess we dun hav fights so i dun realli noe how to mend relationships when it happens. i dunno how to do a lot of things i hav to admit. even when someone is sad i onli noe how to listen but not to comfort. i dunno how to cheer up a person when she or he is unhappie or angry. i am sorrie if i seems to be ignorin u when u are angry cus i realli dunno how to approach u i kip tinkin wat if i make it worse.i nv seems to ask whether u are ok. i am sorrie. i am a careless person when it comes to other people's feelings. i had it enuff at hm wif a someone.i hate agrues n stuff as i always cannot put my point across. i am not good wif words. wat more can i do to make u understand.
i may hav been wrong but i learnt to be this way somehow. secrets? i dun hav much to tell. watever i noe comes from u, so wat else can i share? i dun get it.
does it hav to be like this?
i may not be able to get out on wed does tat bother u. i cant help not being able to get out. the parent meet n all. i am having a hard time gettin out even. n somethin else tats why i cant go. i will try my best to go. pls dun be angry at me. maybe tat one i tink too much.
hate it when i broke down in front of timo in the canteen. so many pple watchin ok. so throw face. too emotional or sth. dan actually had puffy eyes when she went in for lecture. tink it hurt her too. i cant say that others arent hurt too like mabel. but dan is str forward it is wat she felt a long time ago but she doesnt tink it now. it is jus her way to say things. mabel pls dun be angry at her..
cher heard a bit n i guess she is a little worried.
wx noes i am upset though he dunno wat.
i hate being liddat.
hope our friendship will not jus go to waste.
dun jus give up so easily on us. tat isnt wat best friends are like.
=( ___SheSaid@
11:54:00 PM
YThursday, July 24, 2008
quite a few things happened these few days. dunno wat to do. hope everythin gets settled and all. blurred abt all these realli clueless on how to mend things n stuffs. sigh. dun be angry pls?
i did a good deed todae. i went to DONATE MY BLOOD. omg i am so proud of myself. i am scared of needles n all but i made it. haha. supposed to pei ash xuan timo mart n keefe go support onli den ended up being motivated to donate too. was worried that i dun hit the 45kg mark so i had to put my phone in pocket jus in case. haha. to add some weight. stupid mart still ask if wan his wallet anot or coins. haha. veron ar i DIDNT GET REJECTED oo. haha. that gal ar. wanted to donate but seems to be less den 45kg. haha. it was quite weird to look at my blood flow out ok. haha. wasnt tat pain. it was onli the blood test where dey pricked our finger to take blood that was pain. n of all fingers the lady took my third one. haha. timo asked which finger n i was like thereeee.. haha. the painkiller needle was scary lah so long n painful tat i didnt dare look at the second one that is suppose the draw the blood. haha. poor ash she was so excited over donatin but they tried to find her vein but cannot find n said tat hers was to small the needle was much bigger de. nvm lah. nxt time gal. we all chose the pink bandage. weird. the lady was like why guys askin for pink one.. haha. we den went off for lunch. so late lah. the whole process took so long. it was like my shortest day this week i attended two lessons onli i tink. mart worse ar came for one den go donate blood liao. haha. shu yan finally had her first blood drawn. good job gal.
ahhh.. upset. i tink i wont be able to get my dog afterall. my sis turn me down wif her attitude lah. said NO wif that stupid black face. i mean jus say no can alady. dun need to giv me her attitude can. DUNNO WHO IS THE RUDE ONE N WHO ISNT RESPECTING WHO loh. sigh. jus put off by her.
sigh.. there goes my maltese.
___SheSaid@
10:43:00 PM
YTuesday, July 22, 2008
TESTIMONAL MATCH!!
it was the first time we actually played better. haha. it was like playin after 3 mths i tink according to xw. we WON 6-2. the best score we ever had. we were all damn happie. we actually aim to get 5-0 but it is impossible lah. but wif such a score we were overjoyed ok.
but i tink the j1s were either tryin to use their 'banana' 'lightning' etc too hard that dey didnt do very well. jia you j1s u all hav the potential to win big matches we seniors are rootin for u all.
i tink we played better w/o havin to follow plans. tink most of the players communicated more on the field tat day den at other times. love dem all to bits. but too bad i wanted to assist xw in scorin one try but we no mo qi i tink haha wanted to bring the last winger qiao ling to me so xw can take the pass n go but missed the chance. sigh. everyone ran fast that day. our wingers could catch up wif our ex seniors n the j3s n j4s.
thx to the j3s n j4s for coming down to play wif us.
sun burnt sun burnt.
cant imagine i actually injure my toe agn tat day. diff toe though. tink i trip over a few pple during the blind folded game. it became almost black. BLACK u noe. haha. so weird n dumb.
us after shower n lunch.
the soapy and violent dog n bone game which i fell. group shot.
me n wan joo my lao gong or lao po (can nv rmb)
the 3-legged dog n bone game which we used 2 instead.
my before the game mugging.
till the coming sat. sentosa. ___SheSaid@
10:28:00 PM
YFriday, July 18, 2008
this mornin was crap.
so damn unlucky. wat a mess outside the door. made my parents worry so much. sigh. hope it is jus a one time thin.
had tou hua wif the gang. haha. we all met up after chem remedial to go to the tou hua shop. haha. it was still small even though it moved to a bigger premises haha. maybe we shld try the one at opp zhss like timo said. haha. no need to go so far for tou hua nxt time. haha. had so much of a laugh wif dem todae. we were so loud tat i tink we disturbed other customers. it was the first time i finished my whole portion of tou hua n ate a bit of dan's pie or watever it was called n one of darren's peanut dumpling. haha. xuan n timo arguin abt whether or not it was called dumpling. haha. we bought like $30 worth of food tat we had 2 free tou hua. everyone was so full tat we played the nos game, so the one who guessed it rite had to eat up. haha. it went around timo martin darren ash n keefe. ahaha.
my great laugh thru the week wif dem. seems tat everyday dey make me laugh till my stomach hurts. ahah.
i told xuan mabel ash n timo abt ann's joke or riddle to be specific, laughs.
the class tee is almost done . cant wait.
tml is testimonial match hope everyone hav fun. =p ___SheSaid@
11:37:00 PM
YThe DANCER wannabe
vanessa goh
vane.xiao bai tu
17.02.90
sweet eighteen
break up=(
ny.nanyangian
og24.0718.tribe 2.0725
zhss.exzhonghuarian
1e4'03.2e4'04.3e1'05.4e1'06
rps.exrosythians
1A4'97.2AI'98.3AI'99.4-11'00.5-01'01.6-01'02
guitaring][pianoing
dreamed to be a dancer but a dream tat cant be reached
guzheng member at zhss [guzheng roxs at zhss]
a touch rugger and proud to be one
WISHES:
to be wif dar forever(impossible)
to be his friend
to pass my tests
go to uni
my dream course psychology
to dance
be wif my peeps and gal pals
to grow taller
new dresses
wallet
new bags
natural lookin hair
personal laptop
baby eeyore
watch movies
good results